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If you or someone else may be in immediate danger, call 911 in the United States or contact local emergency services.
If you need emotional support in the United States, call or text 988 or use the 988 Lifeline chat. The 988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline is available 24 hours a day, 7 days a week.